Reservoir: A Prayer of Grief and Hope

Reservoir

River of pain

Dammed up, contained, stored

What can I do about this reservoir?

Nothing 

And yet, that is where you meet me

You say, “I forgive you.”

And offer healing

I see you have already started

Irrigating desserts brings the water levels down

So much life you give with your love

You give redemption

And I know your embrace

With me always

So I will say yes

And receive the fullness

Of all you are giving to me

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Your Gaze

This prayer/poem is inspired by the Ignatian practice of beginning each prayer time by receiving God’s loving gaze. For God is always looking upon you with a gaze of love. -Ignatius of Loyola

Your Gaze

Lord, you look upon me with a gaze of love

Consistent, unwavering

Constantly new

Whether I return the look or hide my face

Awake or asleep

Aware or unaware

Anywhere and everywhere

You invite me to meet your gaze

Look into your eyes

So you can fill my heart with love

Till it becomes too much for me

And I turn my eyes away 

But you patiently wait till I glance your way again

So you can offer me just a little bit more

Your loving gaze takes many forms

Sometimes I sense your joy

Other times I’m struck by your delight

Or catch you showing favor

And notice when you revel

So each day I will open my eyes

Let your smile shine upon me

Warmed by your love

Surrounded with your care

Upheld with your compassion

Drawn deep into the heart of your love

The Eyes Of Love -Anne-Marie Forest 2014

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Prayer: Cross So Costly, Cross Victorious

Lord Jesus

The way of the cross is so costly

we can barely face it

Shame, sorrow, suffering

Your life poured out

You the Passover lamb sacrificed.

Lord, we shudder at this way you have chosen

And yet we acknowledge our great need

We are so broken, so frail, so surrounded by sin

That we cannot stand

We cannot save ourselves

We are in desperate need

We need a savior

We need you

And in our time of greatest need

Your love came to us

Your love gave yourself

Your love emptied itself

Losing everything

And in this overwhelming defeat 

You claimed victory

You were victorious

You accomplished salvation

And so we honor you

And so we give ourselves to you

And so we find our life in you

Lord Jesus Christ, savior of the world

We come to worship you

Amen and amen

Lorenzo Monaco -Crucifixion

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To The Table: A Prayer/Poem

To The Table

Jesus, you eagerly long 

To spend this time

With your friends.

To eat this meal, wash these feet

Share body, blood, communing

No matter the coming betrayal

Or denial, or scattering

Your longing is for your friends

The ones that you choose

Frail, broken, but fully beloved

They all go to the table

But I hang back

I’m not sure I am welcomed

One such as me, come so late

Joining this moment through feeble imagination

But you turn to me with that welcoming smile

“Come sit beside me. 

I’ve eagerly longed for this too

Here, eat this bread

Drink this cup

Here, with me 

and in the coming sorrow

I join you to me by this.”

“Lay your head upon my chest

With me, all is well

The dark night comes

But till then

Be together 

Stay close and laugh with me

There is so much more of my love to share

You are welcome

Always welcome

Here 

With me”

The Last Supper by John August Swanson

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An Ignatian Prayer For Freedom

A Prayer For Freedom

God of all goodness

You created me for freedom

An abundant life, united with you

Filled with your love

Overflowed by joy

Truly myself in you

And yet there is so much that is broken

Bound up, even resistant towards you

I find myself enslaved by sin

Filled with false illusions

Tempted at every turn

Distracted, disconnected, despairing

But that is where you come to find me

Just as you came to so many

Offering freedom

You called Lazarus from the tomb

Healed the woman with a hemorrhage

Gave sight to blind Bartimaeus

Brought the demoniac back to sanity

Restored Mary Magdalene to wholeness

Free me from my bondage just as you freed them

Expand my terrain of freedom

Remove anything that stands in the way

Never let anything separate me from you, my Lord

I choose freedom

I choose you

This day and every day

For this is the deep desire you have implanted within me

Amen

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Ignatian Prayer with Jesus And George Floyd

Ignatian Prayer -Encountering Jesus’ Love For George Floyd

This prayer exercise was inspired as I watched George Floyd’s funeral and experienced Jesus filling my heart with his love for George and his sorrow for George’s death. I hope that it may bless you and encourage you to join Jesus in his desire for and work to redeem this world, starting with yourself. I offer this as a limited attempt to join Jesus (who had dark skin) in his love for George, not believing that you will in any way capture or experience the full reality that George and African Americans face in our country but that Jesus will guide you into his heart. On a practical note: If you prefer to pray with a physical piece of paper you can print this PDF -Dale

An Ignatian Prayer Exercise

• Spend 3-5 minutes receiving the Lord’s love for you. Consider how Jesus has loved you from before you were born, as a young child, as a teenager, as an adult, sharing your joys and sorrows. Imagine Jesus with you, looking upon you with great love.  Let him tell you he loves you. Receive his love.

• Briefly pray to give this time and yourself to God.

• Ask for the grace to encounter Jesus’ love for George Floyd, to be affected and changed by his love.

• Briefly familiarize yourself with George Floyd’s life, consider the details as if you were his good friend or loving parent. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George_Floyd

• Pray using your imagination and let yourself feel deeply, welcoming the joy, love, tears, anger -whatever comes- that God may be at work in your prayer:

• Imagine Jesus loving George in his mother’s womb, at his birth, walking with him and delighting in his childhood, how he learned to walk and talk, and grew strong and tall, faced racism and racist systems surrounding him, loved football and basketball, moving from North Carolina to Houston Texas.

• Spend some time with Jesus rejoicing in this gentle giant, George, playing college basketball, contributing to the Houston hip-hop scene, George leading and mentoring other young Christians at his church. See the joy that George gives Jesus.

• Join Jesus still loving and walking with George in the sin and hardships he endures, as he is discriminated against, as he gets entangled with drugs, makes poor choices and spends four years in prison. Notice how Jesus suffers with him, celebrates when George then serves in a local ministry, how he is with George as he moves to Minneapolis, working as a truck driver, security guard, making an anti-gun violence video. Notice how Jesus loves him.

• Now stay with Jesus as George loses his job due to COVID, as Jesus witnesses George’s murder, his anger as George cannot breathe, as his neck is kneeled upon, sorrow in his heart as George cries out to the officers, to his mother, to God, Jesus’ tears as George dies, Jesus embracing him saying today you are with me in paradise.

• When you end your imaginative prayer, have a conversation with Jesus about what you experienced.  Tell Jesus what you want to say to him. Listen and wait for what Jesus wants to say to you about what you just experienced. What is he saying to you? How have you been moved? How does Jesus invite you to respond in your life, in our world?

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An Ignatian Easter Prayer by Joseph Tetlow

I’m excited to be leading two groups of people through the Spiritual Exercises of Ignatius of Loyola this year and we have just started praying the theme of the resurrection. I find myself inspired by Joseph Tetlow, a Jesuit master of the Exercises. He has written some great prayer-poems, and in this Easter season, I offer you this one.

Free Indeed

You did a marvel, Lord Jesus Christ,
and make me feel beside myself in surprise.

My spirit glistens with Your rising.

I smile and smile with You,
I am drowning in the laughter of Your friends.

You have won, Lord, we know You have won!

You have defeated all the worst that we could do,

each alone and all together.

You crushed the power of darkness and of death

to walk peacefully again in our flesh,

now and forever.

Come to me, great Lord of life,

as You come to all your friends.

Send me to console those around me who hurt.

Come, and send Your friends into this daily world

to labor full of hope for the Reign of God.

-Joseph Tetlow -Choosing Christ In The World (A guide to the Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius.)

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Resurrection: An Ignatian Guided Prayer

Resurrection: An Ignatian Guided prayer

It is Easter Sunday morning and you are there at the tomb before daybreak and you are allowed to experience the resurrection.  

The Father and the Spirit come to the tomb, to raise you from the dead.  They are experiencing great loss. Jesus is dead and they miss him. The angel rolls away the stone and they enter the tomb.

The Father proclaims, “Death, you are defeated. Death, you are broken. Death, release your prey.”  The Spirit breathes life into your body. They unwrap the grave clothes from your body. You open your eyes.  You sit up. You feel new life in your veins. Death leaves your body. You are filled with Joy. The Trinity embraces with joy, together again, separated no more. The world is right again.  All the pain and suffering and injury are healed in you, leaving only scars. And you are filled with love, love for your people, love everywhere. You have conquered death. You have won the victory. 

(Now the scene shifts as Jesus comes to you.)

Jesus turns to you and says, “you have accompanied me in my passion and death. You died with me, now receive new life with me.” You run to him and you embrace. He says, “I love you. It is so good to see you again. It’s so good to be alive and to be with you again.”

And Jesus says, “It’s good to be alive.  My dying was terrible. I was abandoned and forsaken. The whole world turned against me and crushed me. Evil triumphed and destroyed me. See I still have the marks. Bitter death overcame me, but now I am raised in power to new life.” 

And you say to Jesus, “Oh, Jesus, it has been so hard to see you suffer and walk this path.  There is an ocean of grief in me. It’s hard to even take in that you are alive. Part of me still suffers with you in your passion.” You begin to weep.  Jesus embraces you again and says, “I give you my joy.” 

Suddenly you are filled with and overwhelmed with joy.  His joy fills and overflows you. Everything is good; everything is right. You stand there for a long time, just being together.  Your heart is filled with peace. Reunited with Jesus.

Take some time to talk with Jesus. Say what is on your heart and mind.

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Christ's Descent into Hell Fresco at Monastery of Saint-Antoine-le-Grand

Becoming Simon of Cyrene - An Invitation To Imaginative Prayer

Becoming Simon of Cyrene - An Invitation To Imaginative Prayer

Simon of Cyrene

By Sieger Koder

I love this painting by Sieger Koder, of Simon of Cyrene helping Jesus carry the cross. They stand side by side, pressed together, arms around one another, holding the cross. In this heartbreaking scene from Jesus’ passion, Simon is the one closest to him, bearing Jesus’ burdens. As we pray the Ignatian Exercises we discover a deep desire to be close to Jesus, as close as Simon was that day. 

As an experience of love and to bind us more closely to him, we are invited to enter into the scene and become Simon. We are invited to use our imagination to become the person who is that close to Jesus, helping Jesus carry the cross when he doesn’t have the strength to on his own. 

Engage your senses. What do you hear? What do you smell? What do you taste? what do you feel? What do you see? -The crowds, the soldiers, the women, and most importantly Jesus. What emotions do you experience? Is there love and compassion for him in your heart? Is your heart heavy with sorrow? Do you get a sense of what Jesus feels, what is on his heart? What do you say to him as you carry the cross together? What does he say to you?

Let the Spirit lead you and inspire your imagination. Receive everything as a gift. If you feel the prompting to respond in a particular way, don’t hesitate to do so. Let this experience bind you to him in love.

When you are done spending time with Jesus in this scene, take a few moments to speak to Jesus, to say what you want to say to him about this experience. Then listen to see what he is saying to you in response. Give thanks for what you have been given.

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You Loved Them To The End

You Loved Them To The End

“Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you.”

“Having loved his own who were in the world, he loved them to the end.”

Jesus, the priests, elders, teachers, leaders of your people 

Stand to condemn you with mouths filled with lies

How do you respond? 

You say nothing but your heart radiates love

For your chosen people, who call you enemy

If only they would turn, and still some may

Then you would gather them to you

To the end, your heart aches with love for them

And then bound before Pilate

Bloodthirsty, heathen, manipulative self-interest

But child of God still the same. 

If only he would receive your living water

Your bread of life, the light you shine

But this is just another political calculation

Doing whatever to keep this bloody peace

And to the end, with love, your soul mourns his hard-heartedness

Now the crowds, chanting against you, whipped to a frenzy

You see and know each one

Timaeus, Alpheus, Sharon, Joses, Efraim

Jonath, Mara, Michah, Imma, Eli

Each created as a gift, a vessel for your love, Treasured

But they shout for your blood and choose a criminal for freedom

How your heart breaks to see them captive and ensnared in hatred

And yet you love them to the end

And the soldiers taking advantage of your helplessness

Mocking, striking, spitting, taunting

Outdoing one another with cruelty

So far from what they were created to be

To show kindness, to bless and build up

As the blows rain down upon you, you cry out in your spirit with each impact

I, Love, You, Beloved, Child, Not, Forgotten, Forgive, Them

You send out blessings as they beat you

Even the soldiers you love to the end

Now they nail you to the cross, and your blood flows freely

Crying out your love to all those gathered jeering

If only they could see the compassion in your eyes

Your deep desire for reconciliation

For thieves to join you in paradise

For an end to the mourning and suffering and death

You love them to the end and so, every fiber of your being cries out

“Father forgive them for they know not what they do” 

Even in your despair, you hold onto love

For each of these your children, gone so far astray

Jesus, we know your enemy love by this

That while we were still sinners

you loved us in your passion

You loved us to the end

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This prayer was inspired by the Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius. If you are interested in praying the Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius with me starting in September, please contact me.